It's been a tough year this year, both financially and emotionally. I've worked my backside off and got nothing to show for it. I've not spent enough time with my kids, when quality of life was one of the reasons for moving here. There have been a few ups & downs over the year, but unfortunately more downs than ups, so it's starting to feel like I've got to climb out of the hole that I've got into.
The little bit of Latin that I picked up at Eastbrook Comprehensive in the early 80's springs to mind, "Mens sane in corpore sana." A sound mind in a healthy body. Maybe the reason I'm feeling so low isn't that life's hard, but that I've been stuck in the shop pretty much every day for 21 months. This year I've barely paddled, I've stolen (and I chose that word carefully) the odd evening out mountain biking by not spending time with my family, but mostly I've worked & worked, which primarily involves me on my backside in the shop, or occasionally moving boats and getting up & talking to customers.
2013 NEEDS to be different.
In 2009, we nearly lost my father-in-law to Leukaemia, in 2011 I lost my Uncle to Cancer, three weeks ago I got a message out of the blue that told me that a friend from University had passed away at the end of November, again Cancer, just 8 weeks between diagnosis and her passing. She was 33. Lovely bloke, climber, face on the Liverpool scene and all round good egg Dave Hooper was taken from us last year by this disease. Unfortunately I was too busy working to catch up with him, we always think we have more time.
The whole experience has made me reflect on my current situation. I feel that in my life, I have come a long way, but still have a long way to go and need to get my priorities right. My plan is to undertake a journey over the next 10 months, to do two things, improve my own physical health (and in the process I hope my mental health) and to raise money for Cancer Research UK, McMillan & the Alaw Ward at Ysbyty Gwynedd. If I can raise £1,000 for each of these charities, I'll be pleased.
How am I going to do this, well this is the name of the Blog, I intend to go back to my roots, I've come a long way geographically from where I started out and my intention is to jump on a bike and go back to where it all started. I intend to cycle from my shop in Valley, Anglesey to my old School in Dagenham. I'm still trying to work out my route, but it's around 340 miles. I'm going to start training on the 1st of January and intend to undertake the ride on the 26th/27th October, the occasion of my 45th birthday (maybe this is my midlife crisis??) If things go according to plan, I'm hoping to complete the ride in a single hit, reckoning on 30-31 hours in the saddle.
It's an idea, now I just need to make it happen.
Watch this space.
Have a great Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Pete
